Yeah, I don't know how many of you actually read these, but my yesterday's journal was pretty angsty...
I might as well say it out loud here, so I don't have to explain it to everyone separately.
I have been diagnosed with a depression/anxiety disorder about.. five years ago I think?
I have medication for it and I see a therapist twice a week. I'm doing so-so, I've made a lot of progress, but sometimes I wear myself out so badly I can't take it.
I have lots of highs and lows.
Right now, I am doing better than I have in five years, but I still have my moments when I feel like collapsing. But overall I'm doing good.
I finally got a friend who lives in the same town with me. Well, we used to be friends when we were younger but then we just kinda.. I don't know? Drifted apart? But, well, anyways, I talked to her and she's super nice and I'm so glad that now I have her as a friend again. It means so much to me. I wanna see her again soon.
If I say angsty stuff and stuff that might make you concerned about me, just remember that I'll pull through. I always do.
I accept every bit of support I get from you guys or from whoever with open arms.. But please. Don't be concerned about me even if I say weird stuff.
I got a new piercing a couple of days ago.
